The Disclaimer: Mom, you might not want to read this, because sometimes I push the limits, and I know that worries you from time to time. This was one of those limit pushing adventures, just skip to the end, and know that ultimately it all worked out.
My solo Mt. Bigelow Ascent/Descent run actually started on Monday night. I put together a drop bag with extra food and snacks, a coconut water and an entire gallon of water to leave up at the top of Palisades trail at the Palisades visitor center. You see, things were already off to a great, well planned start. Dawn and I drove up the Hitchcock Highway,winding our way out of Tucson and into the cool air of the Santa Catalina pines. Aside from my drop bag goodies I had also gathered a picnic dinner spread, which I looked forward to eating under the stars. By the time we got up to Palisades it was nearly dark, the visitor center was closed, and I needed to figure a bear proof place to keep my drop bag over night. Well, the pit toilets across the highway must have been serviced relatively recently, as they didn't smell too horrible, and were clean. Making sure the door shut tight, I left my drop bag in there with a duct-taped note with my contact information and estimated arrival time. Such planning, such foresight...I must be a logistics coordinator or something. It was pretty chilly at Palisades, so we drove down the highway a bit, found a nice vista and had our picnic. We made it pretty short, as I wanted to get back into town, back home, and to sleep. So far, so good.
I got home, laid out my clothes for the morning. Put a bag of clothes to change into after the run together, filled my water bottles and water bladder, got my breakfast together, double checked the contents of my Nathan pack, set my alarm, and went to sleep.
Good thing I'm an early riser
I had set my alarm for 4:03 a.m. Or so I thought. I woke up and my bedroom seemed lighter than it should be, especially since I had yet to hear my alarm. I checked the time and it was 5:08 a.m. I checked my alarm...did I hit snooze or dismiss in my sleep? What had happened...oh, it was set for 4:03 p.m. Dumb luck. I was hoping to be on the trail by 5:15, since I knew it was forecast to be a hot day, but I figured I could still make it onto the trail no later than 6:45, thanks to my early rising tendencies and pre-planning. I threw on my clothes, grabbed my gear and my breakfast and jumped into the Sami.
I made it to the Sabino Canyon visitors center around 6:20, bought a year-round pass, and got ready to roll. I used the bathroom, double checked my water/food situation, looked good. I had 1L in my bladder, and two 16oz. handhelds. The weather was starting out perfect; a little breezy and relatively cool, probably in the low 60s. I wanted to keep a good pace on the Bear Canyon trail section of my run so as to start my climb into higher/cooler elevation as the day started to heat up. I figured it shouldn't take me much more than 4.5-5hours to get up to Palisades where I could load back up on food and water, and then head back down.
Running through the canyon
The weather was perfect. The sun still had yet to make its way over the canyon walls and in some places I was actually a bit chilly. I was moving along at a decent pace, not pushing it too hard, but not loafing around. My legs felt good, my feet were finding the trail without too much difficulty, and scrambling over rocks and creekbeds were just making it all a fantastic trail experience.
The snowfall from a few weeks ago that the TTRs doing this run had to deal with led to some residual water in the creeks leading up to Seven Falls. It was gorgeous. Still, all going good.
I made it to the Bear Canyon and East Fork trail junction in good time, I think I was a little more than 2 hours into it. I was starting to get a little hungry, but not ravenous, I figured I'd use the Palisades/East Fork trail junction as a goal, and kept trucking along. The nice bit about that section on East Fork is that a lot of it is downhill, even if it is just a teaser prior to the 2500+feet of climb awaiting you on Palisades. I took it for what it was worth, and just flew along the trail. I was in my element, and having a great day. I rounded a corner and could see the trail junction. Maybe 1/4 of a mile away, I could almost taste my blueberry fruition bar, I had just drained the last of my water from my Nathan pack bladder, but still had both of my handhelds. Looking good.
And then the trail gods smote me down.
Maybe I was feeling a little too good about my planning and how my run was coming along. I certainly would not categorize my mental state as cocky, but apparently the Pusch Ridge Wilderness felt the need to take me down a notch, and boy did it ever.
The trail junction in site, something caught my foot and I went flying. We're talking reminiscent of superman here folks, it was incredible. (Once again, thank the universe for handheld waterbottles!) One thing I've learned in trail running is how to fall, and how to minimize potential damage. Arms out, palms (waterbottles) down, elbows not locked...and I hit the ground.
SPLOOSH!!!!! My fall was so wonderfully spectacular that the force of my impact, which was largely absorbed by my two handheld water bottles, then subsequently led to the vast majority of my water bursting out of said bottles. Okay. Get to the junction, sit down, eat some food, take stock of things, decide what to do.
Taking Stock.
Sitting down on the side of the trail, I was surprised to see the lack of damage to my body from the fall. Nothing to write home about, some dirt, a possible bruise or two, no blood, no bones...good stuff. My shoulders felt a bit tense from taking in the impact of the fall, but nothing a few shrugs wouldn't take care of. I grabbed my fruition bar and did my best not to inhale it, my body was ready for some calories. Then I looked at my water bottles.
The force of the fall and the SPLOOSH! was greater than I had realized. I sat there, looking at the remaining inch or so of water that I had in each bottle and tried to figure out what exactly I should do. Behind me, I had about 10 miles through an increasingly hot canyon, or what should have been (according to my calculations) about 6 miles of vertical climbing, but into cooler weather. What to do.
This is that space in which you try and make what you feel will be the best and safest decision for your day. I knew I had food and water stashed up at Palisades. I knew that much. I didn't have anything back at the Sabino Canyon visitor center, but the Sami was there, and I could then drive that up to Palisades and pick up my stuff. This would also involve resigning to cutting my run short, and coming back to it another day.
Well, I'm not much of one for cutting things short if it doesn't seem necessary. My logic went kind of like this:
Silly, silly, Scout.
Somewhere, about a mile or two from my decision at the start of the Palisades trail, my day started to fall apart. The inch or so of water that was left in each of my handhelds was looking to be less sufficient. It was windy and my sweat was evaporating almost instantaneously. I was doing my best to hike with my mouth closed, breathing through my nose, so as to not dry out my mouth too much. I was rationing my water in small sips, and trying to stay positive. Maybe my blood sugar was low, maybe I was starting to get dehydrated, maybe I was frustrated with a well planned run throwing me for a loop...not sure what exactly it was, but I found myself going slower and slower up the trail, stopping every mile or so to sit down, which is just not my style. It felt like I was getting nowhere fast. I was trying to appreciate the beauty of the views around me, but something wasn't right. Perhaps it was just knowing that my water rations were small that my body decided to act as though it was in dire straits, I'm not sure, but my mental composure was starting to disintegrate, and it was getting more and more difficult to make positive forward progress.
Time was dragging on. I felt myself starting to weave on the trail, and knew I just had to get through the last couple miles and up to Palisades. A new game plan could be hatched from there. My phone had made its little ping noise a few times while I was in the canyon and making my way up to Palisades, so I figured that in a worst case scenario, I could just call someone to pick me up from Palisades, assuming I made it there!
That 6 or so miles...it was actually closer to 7. It was slow. It was painful. It tested my mental mettle. When I saw the towers getting tangibly closer, and then came across this sign, I was extraordinarily relieved.
The adventure is over...or so I thought.
I slowly made my way over to my stashed drop bags. They were still there, and I was glad for that. I took them across the highway to sit in the shade at the visitors center, and figured I could use their phone to call someone in case mine didn't have a signal.
Well, my phone didn't have a signal, in spite of my pleading and pointing it at the towers. Summerhaven was a mere 3 miles up the highway, but my body was done. I had definitely reached a point of dehydration, and although I gulped down my coconut water in record time, and drank about a 1/4 of my gallon of water as I snacked on an apple and some grapefruit, my body was done. I would not be running back, I may be stubborn, but I'd like to think I'm not stupid. Why not just use the phone at the visitors center? Oh, because it was still closed. Funding cuts I'd imagine. So, now what?
There was a fair amount of traffic coming up and down the highway, I figured I'd stick my thumb out to hitch a ride an hope someone would answer the call. If the car that pulled over seemed creepy, I'd just ask if they could make a phone call for me, if it seemed safe, I'd go with it.
Lots of cars went by. Some even waved. None stopped.
I was about to give up hope and a truck pulled over. A very nice older gentleman named John offered me a ride, and I accepted. I would guess he was in his 70's, he was coming into town to get some lag bolts from the Haba store in town to use on the cabin he was building up in Summerhaven. He had had two cabins up there before the fires, but both had burned. Now he had one that wasn't quite large enough for his many grandchildren and great grandchildren, so he was expanding. As we wound down the highway he asked where I was headed. I told him I was trying to get back to my vehicle at the Sabino Canyon Visitors Center. That wasn't really where he was going, but he figured he could drop me off at the base of the highway, and I could find my way from there. Being extremely grateful for the ride, and not wanting to look a gifthorse in the mouth, I offered him many thanks again, and said that would be fine.
A very long urban adventure.
While I'm sure it could potentially be very entertaining to read, I'm going to cut the adventure short here and simply say, the road that should have gone straight through didn't, after wandering in a neighborhood area that was taking me further and further away from my destination all I wanted to do was get near a bus stop or something. No one was available to pick me up, and I just wanted to get back to the Sami. One more good Samaritan later, and I got there. This time chaperoned by a former Army Special Forces officer who recognized I was in sorry shape and in need of assistance. You see, he currently contracts out to train pilots how to survive in the desert, and he could tell I was surviving, but not happy about it. My skin was exposed and getting scorched, my spirits were close to defeated, and I just wanted my adventure to be over.
Again, I left my second good Samaritan with many thanks, happily returned to the Sami and the Sabino Canyon visitors center, and took stock of things.
It was 4:45. TEN hours from when I had left it. What an adventure.
Lessons learned
My Mt. Bigelow Ascent/Descent was cut short this go round, but next time I'll find someone to run it with me, and I'll make it happen. Though, it will likely have to wait for the fall and cooler weather. I'll be redeeming myself in the Santa Catalinas this weekend with our TTR run of the Catalina peaks. It'll be tough, but there will be aid and other folks out there with me, so I think it'll be just what I need to get my trail confidence back. Not that it was all completely lost, but there was certainly a dent put into it. I'm running tough trails, which challenges me mentally and physically, all to get me prepared for my first 100K which is fast approaching. I know that I will be ready.
My solo Mt. Bigelow Ascent/Descent run actually started on Monday night. I put together a drop bag with extra food and snacks, a coconut water and an entire gallon of water to leave up at the top of Palisades trail at the Palisades visitor center. You see, things were already off to a great, well planned start. Dawn and I drove up the Hitchcock Highway,winding our way out of Tucson and into the cool air of the Santa Catalina pines. Aside from my drop bag goodies I had also gathered a picnic dinner spread, which I looked forward to eating under the stars. By the time we got up to Palisades it was nearly dark, the visitor center was closed, and I needed to figure a bear proof place to keep my drop bag over night. Well, the pit toilets across the highway must have been serviced relatively recently, as they didn't smell too horrible, and were clean. Making sure the door shut tight, I left my drop bag in there with a duct-taped note with my contact information and estimated arrival time. Such planning, such foresight...I must be a logistics coordinator or something. It was pretty chilly at Palisades, so we drove down the highway a bit, found a nice vista and had our picnic. We made it pretty short, as I wanted to get back into town, back home, and to sleep. So far, so good.
I got home, laid out my clothes for the morning. Put a bag of clothes to change into after the run together, filled my water bottles and water bladder, got my breakfast together, double checked the contents of my Nathan pack, set my alarm, and went to sleep.
Good thing I'm an early riser
I had set my alarm for 4:03 a.m. Or so I thought. I woke up and my bedroom seemed lighter than it should be, especially since I had yet to hear my alarm. I checked the time and it was 5:08 a.m. I checked my alarm...did I hit snooze or dismiss in my sleep? What had happened...oh, it was set for 4:03 p.m. Dumb luck. I was hoping to be on the trail by 5:15, since I knew it was forecast to be a hot day, but I figured I could still make it onto the trail no later than 6:45, thanks to my early rising tendencies and pre-planning. I threw on my clothes, grabbed my gear and my breakfast and jumped into the Sami.
I made it to the Sabino Canyon visitors center around 6:20, bought a year-round pass, and got ready to roll. I used the bathroom, double checked my water/food situation, looked good. I had 1L in my bladder, and two 16oz. handhelds. The weather was starting out perfect; a little breezy and relatively cool, probably in the low 60s. I wanted to keep a good pace on the Bear Canyon trail section of my run so as to start my climb into higher/cooler elevation as the day started to heat up. I figured it shouldn't take me much more than 4.5-5hours to get up to Palisades where I could load back up on food and water, and then head back down.
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| Sign from the Sabino Canyon Visitors Center |
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| Start of Bear Canyon trail |
The weather was perfect. The sun still had yet to make its way over the canyon walls and in some places I was actually a bit chilly. I was moving along at a decent pace, not pushing it too hard, but not loafing around. My legs felt good, my feet were finding the trail without too much difficulty, and scrambling over rocks and creekbeds were just making it all a fantastic trail experience.
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| Nearing Seven Falls |
I made it to the Bear Canyon and East Fork trail junction in good time, I think I was a little more than 2 hours into it. I was starting to get a little hungry, but not ravenous, I figured I'd use the Palisades/East Fork trail junction as a goal, and kept trucking along. The nice bit about that section on East Fork is that a lot of it is downhill, even if it is just a teaser prior to the 2500+feet of climb awaiting you on Palisades. I took it for what it was worth, and just flew along the trail. I was in my element, and having a great day. I rounded a corner and could see the trail junction. Maybe 1/4 of a mile away, I could almost taste my blueberry fruition bar, I had just drained the last of my water from my Nathan pack bladder, but still had both of my handhelds. Looking good.
And then the trail gods smote me down.
Maybe I was feeling a little too good about my planning and how my run was coming along. I certainly would not categorize my mental state as cocky, but apparently the Pusch Ridge Wilderness felt the need to take me down a notch, and boy did it ever.
The trail junction in site, something caught my foot and I went flying. We're talking reminiscent of superman here folks, it was incredible. (Once again, thank the universe for handheld waterbottles!) One thing I've learned in trail running is how to fall, and how to minimize potential damage. Arms out, palms (waterbottles) down, elbows not locked...and I hit the ground.
SPLOOSH!!!!! My fall was so wonderfully spectacular that the force of my impact, which was largely absorbed by my two handheld water bottles, then subsequently led to the vast majority of my water bursting out of said bottles. Okay. Get to the junction, sit down, eat some food, take stock of things, decide what to do.
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| Oh, how I wish I had been more excited to see this sign. |
Sitting down on the side of the trail, I was surprised to see the lack of damage to my body from the fall. Nothing to write home about, some dirt, a possible bruise or two, no blood, no bones...good stuff. My shoulders felt a bit tense from taking in the impact of the fall, but nothing a few shrugs wouldn't take care of. I grabbed my fruition bar and did my best not to inhale it, my body was ready for some calories. Then I looked at my water bottles.
The force of the fall and the SPLOOSH! was greater than I had realized. I sat there, looking at the remaining inch or so of water that I had in each bottle and tried to figure out what exactly I should do. Behind me, I had about 10 miles through an increasingly hot canyon, or what should have been (according to my calculations) about 6 miles of vertical climbing, but into cooler weather. What to do.
This is that space in which you try and make what you feel will be the best and safest decision for your day. I knew I had food and water stashed up at Palisades. I knew that much. I didn't have anything back at the Sabino Canyon visitor center, but the Sami was there, and I could then drive that up to Palisades and pick up my stuff. This would also involve resigning to cutting my run short, and coming back to it another day.
Well, I'm not much of one for cutting things short if it doesn't seem necessary. My logic went kind of like this:
- I had already drank slightly more than a liter of water, I had hydrated really well the 2 days leading up this run, and I was feeling good
- I still had water in both of my bottles, and though it wasn't much, I thought surely it would be enough to ration on my way up to the top
- I was really looking forward to completing this entire run, and was extremely reluctant to bail on it in any way
- It was cooler on the way up, therefore requiring less water
- I would be doing more hiking on the way up, as opposed to running, and therefore requiring less water
- Though I may not always like to admit it, sometimes it just comes down the fact that I have a stubborn streak
Silly, silly, Scout.
Somewhere, about a mile or two from my decision at the start of the Palisades trail, my day started to fall apart. The inch or so of water that was left in each of my handhelds was looking to be less sufficient. It was windy and my sweat was evaporating almost instantaneously. I was doing my best to hike with my mouth closed, breathing through my nose, so as to not dry out my mouth too much. I was rationing my water in small sips, and trying to stay positive. Maybe my blood sugar was low, maybe I was starting to get dehydrated, maybe I was frustrated with a well planned run throwing me for a loop...not sure what exactly it was, but I found myself going slower and slower up the trail, stopping every mile or so to sit down, which is just not my style. It felt like I was getting nowhere fast. I was trying to appreciate the beauty of the views around me, but something wasn't right. Perhaps it was just knowing that my water rations were small that my body decided to act as though it was in dire straits, I'm not sure, but my mental composure was starting to disintegrate, and it was getting more and more difficult to make positive forward progress.
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| A beautiful view from Palisades, almost to the Pines, Tucson far below me, but unappreciated at the time. |
Time was dragging on. I felt myself starting to weave on the trail, and knew I just had to get through the last couple miles and up to Palisades. A new game plan could be hatched from there. My phone had made its little ping noise a few times while I was in the canyon and making my way up to Palisades, so I figured that in a worst case scenario, I could just call someone to pick me up from Palisades, assuming I made it there!
That 6 or so miles...it was actually closer to 7. It was slow. It was painful. It tested my mental mettle. When I saw the towers getting tangibly closer, and then came across this sign, I was extraordinarily relieved.
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| .4 miles to all my aid I had stashed at the top |
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| Yup, that's me, the giant pink triangle right there. |
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| Where I'd come from. What's a little elevation, eh? |
The adventure is over...or so I thought.
I slowly made my way over to my stashed drop bags. They were still there, and I was glad for that. I took them across the highway to sit in the shade at the visitors center, and figured I could use their phone to call someone in case mine didn't have a signal.
Well, my phone didn't have a signal, in spite of my pleading and pointing it at the towers. Summerhaven was a mere 3 miles up the highway, but my body was done. I had definitely reached a point of dehydration, and although I gulped down my coconut water in record time, and drank about a 1/4 of my gallon of water as I snacked on an apple and some grapefruit, my body was done. I would not be running back, I may be stubborn, but I'd like to think I'm not stupid. Why not just use the phone at the visitors center? Oh, because it was still closed. Funding cuts I'd imagine. So, now what?
There was a fair amount of traffic coming up and down the highway, I figured I'd stick my thumb out to hitch a ride an hope someone would answer the call. If the car that pulled over seemed creepy, I'd just ask if they could make a phone call for me, if it seemed safe, I'd go with it.
Lots of cars went by. Some even waved. None stopped.
I was about to give up hope and a truck pulled over. A very nice older gentleman named John offered me a ride, and I accepted. I would guess he was in his 70's, he was coming into town to get some lag bolts from the Haba store in town to use on the cabin he was building up in Summerhaven. He had had two cabins up there before the fires, but both had burned. Now he had one that wasn't quite large enough for his many grandchildren and great grandchildren, so he was expanding. As we wound down the highway he asked where I was headed. I told him I was trying to get back to my vehicle at the Sabino Canyon Visitors Center. That wasn't really where he was going, but he figured he could drop me off at the base of the highway, and I could find my way from there. Being extremely grateful for the ride, and not wanting to look a gifthorse in the mouth, I offered him many thanks again, and said that would be fine.
A very long urban adventure.
While I'm sure it could potentially be very entertaining to read, I'm going to cut the adventure short here and simply say, the road that should have gone straight through didn't, after wandering in a neighborhood area that was taking me further and further away from my destination all I wanted to do was get near a bus stop or something. No one was available to pick me up, and I just wanted to get back to the Sami. One more good Samaritan later, and I got there. This time chaperoned by a former Army Special Forces officer who recognized I was in sorry shape and in need of assistance. You see, he currently contracts out to train pilots how to survive in the desert, and he could tell I was surviving, but not happy about it. My skin was exposed and getting scorched, my spirits were close to defeated, and I just wanted my adventure to be over.
Again, I left my second good Samaritan with many thanks, happily returned to the Sami and the Sabino Canyon visitors center, and took stock of things.
It was 4:45. TEN hours from when I had left it. What an adventure.
Lessons learned
- You can never have too much water in the desert. In the future, I'll fill my hydration pack up to the full 2 liters, and I'll start by drinking from my handhelds, not the pack, in the event of any unexpected and water robbing falls.
- Know when to say when. I still stand by my decision to ascend. While turning around would have avoided the snafu of returning to my vehicle, I think it would have been much hotter, the mileage was longer, and I think it could potentially have put me in a very bad space.
- No matter how well you plan things out, something can always go wrong. Learning how to gracefully (and safely) roll with the punches can really reduce your stress levels. Stressing yourself out will do nothing more than that, and quickly take a toll on your body.
- I had done some things right: people knew where I had planned to go, I had stayed on my route, and if I hadn't found a way back, it was not a mystery as to where to look for me. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS let someone (preferably multiple someones) know your planned route.
My Mt. Bigelow Ascent/Descent was cut short this go round, but next time I'll find someone to run it with me, and I'll make it happen. Though, it will likely have to wait for the fall and cooler weather. I'll be redeeming myself in the Santa Catalinas this weekend with our TTR run of the Catalina peaks. It'll be tough, but there will be aid and other folks out there with me, so I think it'll be just what I need to get my trail confidence back. Not that it was all completely lost, but there was certainly a dent put into it. I'm running tough trails, which challenges me mentally and physically, all to get me prepared for my first 100K which is fast approaching. I know that I will be ready.
















